ahh, seatac

i feel comfortable in airports. i know how things work. and there are signs everywhere telling you where to go and where to eat and where to take a shit. its nice. and people are continually things. all these things i like. what i do not like is the retarded water-fountains that sound like a bubbling brook or something. i want to shoot them. but i will refrain.

so. finals actually went ok. i wasn't as stressed out as i thought i would be, mostly because i forgot that i'm a terrible studier. i just don't do it. or i do it super efficiently, in like half the time that i planned for. so i did much more lazing about than i expected to.

and last night i went and saw Miiii(h)... which was ok. not the best movie i've ever seen, but certainly full of action. and tom cruise is just a giant bobble head man. whenever anyone asked him a question he didn't want to answer, he'd just bobble his head around, looking strained, instead of answering the question. then people would let him off the hook.

and lately i've been listening to C9 radio out of paris. La Connextion Pop Rock! its fun. i can't really understand what the people say yet, but i catch snippets of it. and they play slightly different pop stuff than you hear here, and the occasional song in french thats cool. everything is cooler in french.

ok. i think i'll take advantage of super-fast airport wifi in some other way now. bye!

AHHHRRREEEHHH?

and that sound probably corresponds to this face:




which is how i feel about finals week.
i had to make myself a schedule just so i could keep track of all the shit i have to do. at strange times. finals, and work, and SIFF volunteering, and making sure things get to where theyre supposed to be, and making sure that there is cat food here while i'm gone... stuff like that. and today, and only today, i have to write my final paper for film class. that definitely should not have been put off until today, but i knew the instant he said "but, really, you can turn it in on monday and i wont take any points off" that this is when it would be written.

and today is jaynes birthday! happy birthday jayne! i made her a cake! i didn't get her a present, and i feel bad, but i did make cake and try to invite her friends over to eat it tonight. so hopefully that goes well and not too long, so i can continue to write my paper.

and work is really stressful at the moment just because i've been working on this one thing that is REALLY STUPID for the past two weeks, and i just can't get it right becuase of silly little mistakes, or because people didn't properly enough explain what they needed. and i feel like my boss' opinion of me is going down. which sucks. i know he just thinks of me as a complete ditz. which sucks. cuz i'm not, not really. not in work and school stuff. ughghg.

ok. going to work on my paper now. hope everyone else is feeling less stressed than me.

DAMMIT.

why does you being angry at me, 2000 miles away, still make me cry?
i feel so stupid.

L'elephant

apparently i have shocked the shit out of everyone i know by getting a tattoo. wasn't exactly what i was going for, but i guess its an unexpected bonus.

Satisfaction

not from doing lots of homework, no.
but i did clean the entire apartment yesterday, and it looks lovely.

no. the main source of my satisfaction at the moment is from pulling out my eyebrow hairs. not with tweezers, thats painful. just with the pads of my fingers... to remove the "loose" ones, so to speak. i do it with my eyelashes too from time to time, but that is more difficult and yields less rewards. so, eyebrow culling is where its at! yeah!

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its late

I love movies.
and Jeremy Irons.
and Bulworth.
and Al Swearingen on Deadwood.
and Bob Hoskins.
and Audrey Hepburn.
and Stephen Colbert.
And the fact that 1/2 the country doesn't get that he is making fun of them.
and diet coke.
and Annette Benning.
and gay people.
and Q-Tips. My god i love q-tips.
and my cat.
and my bed.
ah, yes. bed. thats where i should go.