this was stupid fun.

http://www.elfyourself.com/?id=1514155777

i hope all four are there.

is it narcissistic to make 4 elves of yourself?

W T F.

the people upstairs are apparently OCfuckingD about vacuuming.
its like the "if i had a hammer" song, only with a fucking VACUUM.
in the morning in the evening all day long with a vacuum suck suck sucking above my head.
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhgr.

My LiP

is split open in the corner from being chapped and me chewing on it.
i feel like i'm anywhere from 7 to 14 years old.
i had very chapped lips as a child.
mostly because i liked to pull them apart and make them split open and BLEED in front of all the other girls in my classes to watch them go "ohhh ... EWWWWWW oh . my . god . thatsdisgusting"

i thought it was hysterical.

its less funny now that i'm grown and i just kind of look like i got in a lame fight.

but i still kind of like it.

mmmm, blood.

you know who is awesome?

effing DOLLY PARTON. i just love her.
i hate all country music in general, with the exceptions of Lyle Lovett, Dolly Parton, and maybe Chris Isaak. is he country? I don't know, but he's cool too. He just sounds like lounge music. But i've been listening to a LOT of chris isaak lately, and it makes me happy. As happy as Dolly Parton's laugh.

i have flashdance hair.

(and a much rounder face than jennifer beals)










half of me loves it. (the hair.) half of me thinks its a bit much. with the bangs. wouldn't be bad 'cept for the bangs.

i want to sleep

heidi dressed up for halloween. and i took some pictures of her. no pictures of me from halloween. i had my clockwork orange eyelashes on, though, and some cool fangs that kept falling off.

hopefully i will get to when i get back from alaska. luckily that monday is a day off! my first ever paid holiday! yay! and i'm am going to SLEEP IN. i havent actually had a real day off (no work, no guests to entertain, etc) since October 11. and i enjoy complaining about it. but my waiting is almost over.

i was on the moon. ... with steve!?!

joe came to visit. so did kaitlin. 'twas good.

I do this.

"After Harry left, Draco went and locked the door to the lab. He sat in the chair farthest from the door. Then he stood, paced a bit, and went to a closet. He closed himself into the closet. It wasn't enough. He dug around, moving boxes from the back corner and piling them in front of the door. He wedged himself into the corner. He pulled a lab coat over his head.

Then he put his face in his hands, and cried."


not much anymore. but i used to. the finding the smallest darkest space thing. and it was odd to see it written. nice to know that other people do this. i always knew they did, but it was nice to have it confirmed in writing.