AHHHRRREEEHHH?

and that sound probably corresponds to this face:




which is how i feel about finals week.
i had to make myself a schedule just so i could keep track of all the shit i have to do. at strange times. finals, and work, and SIFF volunteering, and making sure things get to where theyre supposed to be, and making sure that there is cat food here while i'm gone... stuff like that. and today, and only today, i have to write my final paper for film class. that definitely should not have been put off until today, but i knew the instant he said "but, really, you can turn it in on monday and i wont take any points off" that this is when it would be written.

and today is jaynes birthday! happy birthday jayne! i made her a cake! i didn't get her a present, and i feel bad, but i did make cake and try to invite her friends over to eat it tonight. so hopefully that goes well and not too long, so i can continue to write my paper.

and work is really stressful at the moment just because i've been working on this one thing that is REALLY STUPID for the past two weeks, and i just can't get it right becuase of silly little mistakes, or because people didn't properly enough explain what they needed. and i feel like my boss' opinion of me is going down. which sucks. i know he just thinks of me as a complete ditz. which sucks. cuz i'm not, not really. not in work and school stuff. ughghg.

ok. going to work on my paper now. hope everyone else is feeling less stressed than me.